Peacefully Uncomfortable

My butt and back kind of hurt sitting on a mat on my kitchen floor. But it's the quietest room in the house. The door is closed. It is peaceful.

You could say my life feels like this too right now. Living in a country where everything is different especially the language. It is difficult to be myself while learning so many new things. But I have a quiet voice in all the noise here too. I have this. You are listening.

I am also having to face the uncomfortable realization that my chronic illness is progressing as I age. It is harder to do things of the past that once where easy that require my hands. I would share it with you but it's still too raw right now.

But I decorated a cake beautifully. Probably my best work in years. You may see a busily decorated kids Birthday cake, but I see a gift of accomplishment. I did this. I could do this. Yes, it takes its toll, but it's worth the price.

So now I sit here sipping my coffee, and my body just wants to rest. I welcome the quiet stillness of peace to help me face the difficulties I face once I find my cup empty. So whatever it is that you're walking through right now that is hard, I hope you find the peace in the uncomfortable.